Life Of Mine

Current Mood: pleased

Current Mood: relaxed

I've been thinking about alot of things.
Its year 2010 and changes is to be made.
I have to decide whether I want to continue my studies or start working.
I have to think of my future ahead.
It's been bugging me since I started my last semester in ite.
I'm torn between what my dad wants and what I want.
He wants me to study.
I want to start work.

I had a discussion with hubby.
I do like how our conversations are leading to, but I'm afraid of complications.
Insyallah, we can get what we want.

I'm not sleeping well lately.
Worrying about stuff.
Things are crappy in my life.
I feel crappy.
And I make hubby feel crappy with my crappiness.
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i feel like screaming
i feel like im going insane
sometimes my dreams
feels like reality
i'm afraid
so very afraid
things i love
would hurt me the most

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all i want is to sleep forever.

it's the end of the year.
2009 is coming to a close.
Lots of memories.
Happy.
Sad.
Angry.
Lovely.
Wonderful.
Weird.
Moments.

Love is still in the air.
Full bodied and rich scent of love around me.
Thank God that I finally found the One person who really can and honestly accept me for what I am.
Peace and harmony though there were storms in between.
But we endure all and conquer all.
Leaving all bitterness behind.
Creating sweet and wonderful memories to cherish and treasure.

Never falling behind is lust.
Lust for more to life.
Lust for the delicious clothes.
Lust for the things that I desired.
And lust for my tasty now chocolate boy..
Hehe..

Magic is never ending this year..
No words can descibe the magic.
Live can never can better than this..
Just pray and hope that 2010 will can best 2009.
Giving more magical moments.
More love.
More lust for my boyfie.
More of everything.

I should feel selfish to want more.
But i dont.


I want us to last forever.
You are my miracle.

Current Mood: satisfied

I wonder what's with the hype of monday blues..
Is Monday so bad that people always feel blue?.
I 'm not feeling blue at all.
I'm kinda cheerful.
I think it's due to me rotting away at home.
*hehe*
Yeah.. I'm happy to rot away my day.
Nothing that stresses me.
Nothing that make use of my energy.
Nothing except relaxing at home.
Wee..
I love my day.

Current Mood: cheerful